Life

i breathe. i break.

I feel like I am coming apart at the seams. Like a dead girl living in hell. My brain is screaming with a million different voices, all fighting for dominion of my life.My mind, my thoughts, are land mines threatening to explode, raining down death and destruction at the tiniest of movements.I just want the […]

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Adverse Reactions.

I am the Queen of adverse reactions and self-infliction. Just give me a knife and watch me carve bloody ribbons in my pale white skin. Shredding. Ripping. Breaking bone. Discarded. Broken. I breathe. I break. I attempt to fix the broken pieces. Instead I carve deeper. Casting more blood upon the stone floors of my […]

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Imperfection.

I am imperfect. A completely jagged woman, of imperfect puzzle pieces, held together with string, crazy glue and some duck tape. Imperfect puzzle pieces that make up – me. With ruined skin holding in a physically impaired body, a broken soul that wanders as if its been locked in the desert for all of eternity […]

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DECEPTION aka DIY

So a couple of weeks ago, I got the bright idea to change everything in my room. So I did what any self respecting single girl would do… I went on Pinterest and Google and began to look up tons of different ideas, and joy smeared all over crackers – I found ’em. Lots of […]

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Perception vs. Truth.

I just want to briefly preface this post before anyone dives into my words. I wrote this a couple of months ago, after a very disheartening family issue occurred. It still hasn’t been resolved as I write this preface and I don’t believe that it ever will. That being said. I wrote this in my […]

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