My Ramblings

Glass & Steel

Dear Jane’s. Dear John’s. Dear Impossible Broken Dreamers. Impossible creatures made of spun glass. You’re a dichotomy of strength and vulnerability. Easily breakable, teetering on the edge of shattering. Over and over. But there is such strength to you. Such steel beneath your spun glass exterior, at the core of you, you’ve been forged in […]

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i breathe. i break.

I feel like I am coming apart at the seams. Like a dead girl living in hell. My brain is screaming with a million different voices, all fighting for dominion of my life.My mind, my thoughts, are land mines threatening to explode, raining down death and destruction at the tiniest of movements.I just want the […]

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Adverse Reactions.

I am the Queen of adverse reactions and self-infliction. Just give me a knife and watch me carve bloody ribbons in my pale white skin. Shredding. Ripping. Breaking bone. Discarded. Broken. I breathe. I break. I attempt to fix the broken pieces. Instead I carve deeper. Casting more blood upon the stone floors of my […]

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Perception vs. Truth.

I just want to briefly preface this post before anyone dives into my words. I wrote this a couple of months ago, after a very disheartening family issue occurred. It still hasn’t been resolved as I write this preface and I don’t believe that it ever will. That being said. I wrote this in my […]

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Friends.

I was thinking about friends today. I realized that most of my friends are family and the rest I’ve never really actually met. Now before you shake your head and go woah, does this girl ever leave her bunker?? It’s not that weird. Yeah, I can see you shaking your head and going yes, yes […]

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Beauty.

About a week ago I stumbled across this very thought provoking video. When I watched it, I was not only in awe at what it shows but also slightly upset with myself. It shows that how we see ourselves is never how anyone else sees us. What we often mistake for flaws often others don’t even […]

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